I have been so exhausted lately. my immune system is working overtime to get rid of my staph…

I have been so exhausted lately. my immune system is working overtime to get rid of my staph infection. also, I'm undergoing testing for cervical cancer. I'm scared. I'm nervous. my mom's cancer returned a few weeks ago and my grandma has a mass in her abdomen. I feel like my entire world is falling apart and I'm alone. I'm doing the best I can for kayloni and kirk and I'm starting to feel like a failure again