a doula is not worth it. ive had 2 and both of them were horrible in their own way. im really gonna…

a doula is not worth it. ive had 2 and both of them were horrible in their own way. im really gonna do a silent delivery. i see every one is 4 self and dnt give a shit about me or my bby. im good off everyone. i can do this even wen i feel alone i know God will make a way. i cant take how sorry ppl r. so 4 all u moms who have a support person appreciate it cause their r some of us who dnt.