i feel like im going to cry if she tells me my next appt im dialating or thinning . because everyone…

i feel like im going to cry if she tells me my next appt im dialating or thinning . because everyone told me this pregnancy would go slow once i hit my mid third trimester and honestly everything is flying by . im not nervous to go into labor at all honestly , im so nervous on being a mother . im so nervous im just not going to know what to do . and ive had no complications my whole pregnancy . my feet swell after work but thats it . im going to miss him rolling around in my belly so much . but im so anxious to see if he has hair . does he have my blue eyes and his daddys long eyelashes . will he have his daddys skin tone . its just so crazy . especially being told for years i couldnt have kids , this is going to be such an emotional ride from here on out .