i have an appointment in an hour and I don't even feel like getting up. cramping and pressure is on full force this morning. seeing the other midwife so hopefully she can give me more awnsers other then oh it's just because it's your fourth child.
Why can't other mom's just be there for other mom's and work together and help each other not bash other mom's because when other mom's bash other mom's it makes us feel like we aren't doing a good job at least that's how I feel when I get bashed.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I don't recall bleeding with my other 2 during pregnancy. Is that normal???? It's not dark red it's light red
In other news, I desperately want some extremely spicy hot wings. I'm talking eye watering, so hot it's cold spicy.
Because I saw the other photo posted.
