You know what's crazy..the thought of losing my husband/family made me get it together. He was and still is there for me in every way. He didn't deserve it. I have a beautiful baby girl and my focus and anger were on things that didn't matter.
He made me realize that. Change your environment and be around people who make you thrive to achieve your goals.
I also try to catch myself when I'm feeling a certain way. I try to leave the negativity like things I go through at the job at THE JOB.

it's getting to the point were nobody wants to.be with me no.more. @gcpaschal @marleiismama

yes I'm a year pp and I still have my days

It was for me. It took me about 2 months to get it together.