Ive been off this a while but now but need venting, support anything... Now that its late all I can do is cry I finally broke down.. he didn't want to give me my kids back all because I try to be nice it's the most toxic relationship that he's forcing me in but trying to hold my kids away from me, had my sister crying has made me realize leaving is still the best thing to do, it's beyond hard I have some support but I just feel so weak and sometimes wish he'd beat me rather than break me down with words. I know none of them are true but hearing them from someone you love is the worst I need all the prayers I can get I'm leaving tomorrow 10 hours away I just want what's best for me and my kids