I seriously despise myself so much right now!! 😭😭😭😭 I know it wasn't my fault and that accidents…

I seriously despise myself so much right now!! 😭😭😭😭 I know it wasn't my fault and that accidents happen,but that doesn't make me feel the least bit better that it happened!My blood pressure is through the ROOF....My husband keeps telling me to calm down and says the baby is fine but I can't calm down!!!