I am glad I got to experience the world and life before I got pregnant. I got to travel the world from Germany to Korea.. was gonna go to nigeria but i wasnt about that life.. moved to several states.. was dead ass BROKE (this is why i have $3.76 in my checking and a couple grand in my savings lol)... was about to marry a female 😂 ( Aniyah's daddy fucked my mind up in HS yall) joined the Army Reserve.. everything that made me the person I am today. so now I cant just focus on my child and making sure everything is right for her.

Today I got the biggest surprise of my life!
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights






Got to the hospital at 4 am to start my pitocin, well.. I was put on the drip at 430 am , and was 4cm dilated and 80 percent effaced, an hour later. The nurse came in to check me, hours later, and I was at 6 cm. I got the epidural at 6cm.. But it didn't work for me, no more than 20 minutes later, I couldn't take the pain, I was screaming and crying.. And felt everything.. most terrible pain ever, I called for my nurse to come in and she checked me again, said I was ready to deliver, babys head ...
Am I wrong for telling my Bd that because we not Married my baby don't have to have his last name? He really got mad and told me I was project n ignorant. Crazy part is I was thinking about giving my baby his middle and last name
2 kids for me and that sit ! Kids are so expensive and this world is only getting more expensive as well I got my boy and my girl is almost here so I am good ❤️