I don't know how well today is going to go. I watched fireworks Saturday night and my baby went crazy in my belly. Like so crazy I threw up because he was moving an jabbing so much. Tonight my family is having a party like they do every year of 300+ people and each family that usually comes buys $100 worth of illegal (in North Carolina) fireworks and we shoot them off. I am so afraid these are going to be bigger and louder than the other night and my baby is going to go into distress. I'm 38 weeks pregnant and he HATES loud noises. Heck I would too if I was asleep in a dark room and heard random booms going off.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Strippers.
How do you all feel about your SO/hubby going to the strip club? I honestly have jealousy issues and I dont approve of it for my SO, as he already doesn't like too go. But i feel like if he wants to see women stripping on poles, I can be his own personal stripper. Lol ? I am just curious to see what others feel and think!
So idk if I’m an asshole for thinking this but a girl I used to go to school with is having her 3rd kid and she’s planning a baby shower and she had one with her other two. I feel like a baby shower is something you do with ur first pregnancy. I live far from my family so I didn’t have one but i did have a baby registry and I’m not even doing that with this pregnancy. Idk I just feel like 3 baby showers is a lot! Especially when she gets things handed to her. Idk maybe I’m an ass for thinking that

Exactly why I'm single starting today. I get up to bullshit. First off y'all know how post partum depression can't make your hair fall out right? So like 3 days ago I cut it very very low and decided to start my hair journey over and be natural again OKAY so I had like 3 almost bald spots to why I cut it low so my Baby dad woke me up talking bout let him see or he gonna a snap my wig off after I told him I'm not comfortable being seen like this until my hair starts to grow and I also said soo...