This pregnancy has been unbelievably hard for me.. It was completely unexpected and a lot sooner than we had hoped for. I haven't been able to connect to this little guy and be as into it as I hoped and I've felt like such a horrible mother because of it. I went and got a 4D ultrasound yesterday and fell in love 😍 Everytime I talked to him and said his name he'd smile so big. I am so thankful to be given the opportunity to be a mother to such amazing little boys and am so glad I can finally enough these last weeks before meeting his perfect face 💙💙💙