it's sad thinking I rather be a single mother doing it on my own knowing I don't have to be with someone that doesn't help me with anything and I have to stress about them. I always been taking care of myself. But I thought it would be different planning a child with him. Thought it could work and we going to be a family. I guess I was wrong. can't wait till my son is here. I love my little guy to death and nothing can change that. Mommy will always be here for you Hudson ♡
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.