I'm still kinda hoping my husband makes up mother's day for me, I told his it's never too late but I…

I'm still kinda hoping my husband makes up mother's day for me, I told his it's never too late but I still don't think he got it. It really hurt my feelings that he didn't so a single thing for my first mother's day like I don't deserve it after carrying OUR baby into my 10th month being huge pregnant, having a complicated delivery, and getting up with our daughter every single night. I get we don't have a lot of money and we have a ton of things we need to pay for right now but shit a couple candles with a pizza on a blanket outside or even on our bedroom floor, with a flower, and then one dance would be lovely but he's not a romantic so he'll never think of it and I hate telling him what to do then he'll do it because I want it to come to him from his heart but maybe I just didn't deserve it.