thanks hun, it's such hard work, he's out at work all day, so I'm with the baby and then he cones home and spends the evening on the laptop so I'm still with the baby, I'd love for him to turn around and say "go have a bath or lie down, I'll take him" he does the occasional 11pm is feed and puts him to bed so I can get some sleep, but I feel guilty because I wanted this baby and he didn't and I feel like I should be doing it all, especially when he makes comments about it

*could not concentrate on my work - I work from home and my OH said I needed to get a grip. I've talked to him since and he's been more understanding but at the time he just thought I was a nutter and I didn't want to talk to anyone else as I knew whoever I told would probably tell someone else and they would think I can't cope. It's got better though and I feel myself again now and I'm sure you will too but I'm here if you need to talk/ rant xx

Most men do not understand. A about a month ago I cried because I felt that I could not conce

I don't know, I'm just feeling really down, hubby has stormed off to work this morning without saying bye, he cane home last nite and I saw him get out the car (he didn't see me) he rolled his eyes up to the sky, shaking his head and let out a big sigh, as if to say, shit, I'm home, I asked him what the look was for and he was like "nothing" but it really upset me, cried myself to sleep last nite (silently, so he doesn't tell me to get a grip)

What's wrong @heavenscent83 are you ok? X