so yesterday i pushed myseld so i can see my sis in law. we stayed with her at the hospital for 3 or…

so yesterday i pushed myseld so i can see my sis in law. we stayed with her at the hospital for 3 or 4 hours. she enjoyed our company. i had back pain but kept pushing myself. well i knw my problems n when i dnt lay down n rest when i start getting dat way it gets real bad. so by the time i got home 2am i couldnt take the pain anymore. i was crying so hard and shaking. i laid on the heating pad i took tylenol with codiene. then mapap. my husband held my hand n all. its hard for him every time i get like dis. he stayed up watching over me even when I fell asleep. i fell asleep cuz it finally eased up around 4 and woke up at 7 and saw him awake with his hand on me n looking at me. i told him i will be fine that he can go to sleep. he walked star n asked if i needed anything n went to sleep. we can have our bad times but i knw when ever i really need him hes always there. so i used my nebulizer n went back to sleep n woke up 30min ago. i got up n checked on my grandpa since he hasnt been feeling well n gave him sum mapap for his pain n some cream for pain. made sure he didnt need anything and now im laying down again. my back started throbbing and i dont want it to get bad again.