The babies and I are going out of town tomorrow-Tuesday. I can't stop thinking about all the stuff I…

The babies and I are going out of town tomorrow-Tuesday. I can't stop thinking about all the stuff I need to pack for them. I'm seriously packing like if we're never coming back lol. However the fact that he decided to tell me last minute that he doesn't want to go anymore because he doesn't want to "do the drive" makes me consider really not coming back to this house when our vacay is over..