So at 530 am I'm going in for my csection... why am I so emotional??? I've been crying all day. I've been crying because my 10 year old will no longer be my only child, I've been crying because after two miscarriages and 8 years of infertility I'm finally getting my rainbow, I've been crying because I'm so nervous about tomorrow and I've been crying because I won't feel those sweet little kicks from the inside. I am the luckiest mom in the world! I have the most sweetest, beautiful, amazing daughter in the world and i'm finally being able to give her what she's asked for since she was 3 and that's a baby brother!! Aa'Niyah mommy loves you more than any words I could ever express and Leonidas we have all been waiting for you! Little man, you have no idea how loved you already are! Please keep my son and I in your prayers!