This is probably my favourite photo of me and Max 😍❤
This is probably my favourite photo of me and Max 😍❤️
Losing Archer last year was an experience I wouldn't wish on anybody, not even my worst enemy.
One thing for sure is, Archer's passing has made my love for this little Monkey to build so much more. The kind of love a mother should feel all the time. I'm going to admit I felt scared to love Max after Archer passed because I was worried I'd lose him too. I've realised that Max needs more loving, which is what I am now doing. I've always loved my little boys lots, but recently my love has grew stronger. I guess I didn't know what I had until it had gone.
💙💙
missing370user·
I can't even begin to imagine what it's like going through something like that and still to this day. Take my hat off to any Mother or Father for coming out the other side with a strong positive attitude towards things. Makes me cross at the trivial bollocks people complain about even myself for that matter. X
baby316·
I admire your bravery. I as @suzie31 cannot begin to imagine how you feel and can imagine it was so scary thinking it would happen again with Max. Hope you don't mind me asking? Do they know what caused the SPD? Xx
baby316·
Sorry I meant SIDS x
missing571user·
Мама двоих (2 года, 3 года)
It took me a while to adjust to life again. I lost a child but I still had Max to care for. I wouldn't let Max out my sight, I was so worried. I even made him sleep in my room. I was wrapping him up in bubble wrap (not literally! Haha).
Doctors aren't sure what caused his death. They can never really tell with SIDS. The doctors said its just sudden, a healthy child dies, no apparent reason. I kept blaming myself, I still do to this day tbh xx
@suzie31 @baby316 xx
Diane·
Мама троих детей
oooh my goodness this brought a tear to my eyes your such a strong person my heart goes out to you.. how old was he?? such a beautiful little boy 💙 xxx
missing571user·
Мама двоих (2 года, 3 года)
thankyou Hun 😘. He was 14 months 💙xxx
Diane·
Мама троих детей
14 months my goodness i have no.words... bless you xxx