I think so far in my first trimester this has been the worst night ever I feel down right horrible I hate night sickness…

I think so far in my first trimester this has been the worst night ever I feel down right horrible I hate night sickness and its like I have to drink so much and water and that's even making me sicker to my stomach at night plus my back is killing me so I am literally propped up on three pillows and I can't get comfortable enough where I can sleep and it's just hasn't been my night and I am so sleepy like crazy and now I have excessive saliva ugh and that doesn't help neither for the night sickness so I am going to go get my back checked out b/c I think I hurt my self while helping out my grandpa smh but I don't regret helping him out and changing him etc.. But the smh part is B/c I am just not feeling so well at all and I am just soooooo sooooo sleepy😞😣😔. #I love my peanut I just hate the very bad morning and night sickness that I have in the first trimester😣😭.