I feel like I'm failing at this.💔

She's been here 12 days and I haven't been able to help her gas.. It's horrible, I've cut out certain foods, dairy, tried doing has massages, acupuncture, bicycling her legs, pushing them up to her belly, gas drops, gripe water. UGH.

My heart hurts that I can't help it, it's really making me depressed. I really wish my mom was here to help me, why did God have to take her away from me.😢