this lady that I took care of in home care 7 days a week morning and night became like a grandmother…

this lady that I took care of in home care 7 days a week morning and night became like a grandmother to me, we had a special bond since day 1. she's the only person that could bring me down one minute and right back up the next. its been bothering me a lot lately that she's gone. tomorrow is 3 months that she passed and I thought I would handle this better but I'm not. I wish I could snap my fingers and bring her back for even just a day. been thinking about her a lot this pregnancy. 😢😢😢 and her birthday is coming up, shell be 94 on august 15th.