Officially 39 weeks today! Baby #2 had lasted longer than my first! Woke up at 3am thinking I was having contractions by nope! Then fell back asleep and had a dream my water broke by my mom thought I had just peed everywhere! So ready for baby to come!
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbr...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.




I forgot to post the joys of having a Halloween 🎃 Baby . My own Photography shoot of the belly instead of doing the same as everyone else . 🥰 baby daddy and I had a blast 💋💋💋🔥
i had my baby yesterday. 1lb 2oz