In these past three weeks of being a a FTM, I've learned this is the most rewarding, amazing, challenging, and frustrating job anyone can ever have. I wouldn't trade it for the world but some days I think it would be easier if I worked while she stays home with her daddy on the days he is off instead of him working two jobs and me staying home full time. Don't get me wrong I'm greatful and blessed to have this oppertunity but mommy needs time away too.