After being absolutely terrified all my life to be put to sleep (since I have never been through it)…
After being absolutely terrified all my life to be put to sleep (since I have never been through it) I now have have a d&c Monday and have to be put to sleep and honestly I am not scared at all....I am actually ready! Mostly ready so I can put this behind me and mentally heal. Also the fear of being put to sleep has kept me from getting braces. Now that I am going to face it Monday, I am excited to move foward by continuing to face my fears and go to the dentist to FINALLY work on getting my braces. Loosing this baby was my third strike. After loosing Hannah (strike 1), then my first mc (2) Now this one (3) you would think since I was already down this would just drill me into the ground, but NO. It truly made me stand strong and be brave. It MOTIVATED me in a way I can not explain! I am ready to move forward and do amazing things. I had the opportunity to be a mommy and I will always be a mommy sadly my days were cut short here on Earth but I still have an eternity waiting on me when I get there, so until then I am going to live my life with my guardian angels by my side and live for me.
Jewell·
You are so strong! I hope you know how amazing you are! To this day I can't talk about losing my babies without breaking down. You're amazing my dear
Amanda·
Мама двоих (1 год, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
Thanks girl after losing your only child it makes everything else so much easier to accept. Like once you have to burry your own child, you can face anything. Now my first mc was actually before I lost Hannah, soo it hurt me soo bad. It wasn't until after I lost Hannah that I realized damn this is the worst day of my life, nothing could be worse. @jewellmason1234
Jewell·
Well I mean it I look up to you. You truly are amazing and your strength gives me hope for the future for everything not just with children.
Laqueesha 😋😘·
Мама троих детей
you strong AF. that's all I can say .. keep your head up baby girl.. I love you 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
Amanda·
Мама двоих (1 год, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
thank you it truly means alot to hear that. @jewellmason1234
and awh I love you too girl thanks so much! I got this! xoxo @threekings101415
Laqueesha 😋😘·
Мама троих детей
you're welcome and yes ma'am I know you have faith.. I love how you continue to believe and stay strong with the one above 💞💕💪
Amanda·
Мама двоих (1 год, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
Thanks girll! :)
He got me this far! He will keep bringing me foward. @threekings101415
Ashley😘·
@mother.of.angels, Most beautifulest positive thing you have said in a while I'm happy for you no matter what just stay string girl stay strong
Laqueesha 😋😘·
Мама троих детей
yes ma'am ! Amen.. Enjoy the rest of your day boo 😘
Angie·
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@mother.of.angels, you are an amazing person full of faith and I really look up to you. Thank you for sharing so much with all of us.
Amanda·
Мама двоих (1 год, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
Thank you soo much your the greatest @angiek