So I've been a forum stalker for a long time now and never was brave enough to post. But I'm not…

So I've been a forum stalker for a long time now and never was brave enough to post. But I'm not sure what happened this month and was wondering if anyone had any opinions. Bear with me here:

I have a 19 month old and I have learned AF after my son are for about 4 days heavy dark and full of clots. About 2-3 tampons a day. I also have a regular AF. We have unprotected sex and TTC.

AF was expected the 13th of June. But the week before AF was due I was experiencing a crazy amount of symptoms. I could smell like a blood hound, nausea, dizziness, I came home from work at 5 and kept falling asleep before 6. I almost felt my eggs drop right and left pain, or what I thought. Dull Cramping (right under my lower belly, AF is almost debilitating pain) I am normally in size 3 jeans and had to put on my pregnancy jeans in an 8. Since I wasn't sure when AF was due I had blood drawn and was a 1.2

June 15 I noticed spotting (brown and pink mucus when I wiped) once.

June 16th: woke up to blood spots in my underwear so I thought it was AF put tampon in and came out dry hours later

June 17-19: bleeding off and on but not filling a panty liner in a day

June 20th: spotting if at all nothing

Tested every morning and all BFN. Haven't tested since.

I am having almost every symptom I've had with my first except I have nausea all day (1st was night sickness).

I don't know if it was implantation, a weird period, or what. I have a appointment on Tuesday to see what's going on.

Thank you for whoever made it through my word vomit!