So pissed off! He can make plans and take off when ever the fuck he wants but when I want to do something it interferes…

So pissed off! He can make plans and take off when ever the fuck he wants but when I want to do something it interferes with his plans. I'm also super lazy because I refuse to wash the car. Well it's not easy when you have to wash it with a 6 month old in your arms and she screams the entire time. Also the water pressure is very weak, it takes me two hours to wash it. Also it took me a "month" to pick up my cigarette butts off the porch for a month but he can leave beer cans and his plates laying around. He refuses to clean up after himself. He has a plate that he left on the fucking couch, AGAIN. ALL HE NEEDS TO DO US DROP IT IN THE SINK ON HIS WAY OUT THE FUCKIG DOOR, BUT I GUESS THATA TOO FUCKIG DIFFICULT. He says if I don't do what he asks means it reflects on how I feel about him. I'm your girlfriend not your fucking bitch. I don't live my life to kiss your ass and cater to you. I spend all day cleaning the same shit up and taking care of our child. I rarely get to go out and if I do, I have to make sure Harley is already in bed. He can take off whenever he fucking feels like it and not have to worry if Harley is okay. So i guess i have to cancel my plans tonight (im bringing my daughter with me like i always do) so he can take the car to his buddy's house. He has two fucking motorcycles. Jesus Christ. He complains about having to work all the time and when I tell him I'm going to pick up a night job he complains because he won't have anytime to get anything done after work because he has Harley. What stuff to get done? Drink with your friends? My neon has been sitting for 3 months and all he needs to do is take the anti siphon thing out. By the way, he is selling my neon for $500 but is using the money to buy himself a new jacket. We have been living off less than $100 for food/gas. for two weeks at time. His check is garnished so bad from collections, child support, and other bills. but will bitch if I work because he doesn't want to watch Harley. We cant afford to pay a fucking sitter. That's like $600 a month. So he is just going to have to fucking deal with it. I'm so fucking heated. Everything is my fault, nothing I do is good enough, and I'm fucking "lazy" if I didn't clean the house for a couple days it would be a fucking train wreck.