You should just try to keep busy mama. I know it's hard letting go. But if it were under those circumstances it's just better to focus on your baby right now. Men who chest are pieces of 💩. You deserve better!
I don't text him ever. he texts me about or baby to see hr since I have primary custody. idk why I care he cheated on me. never acted like we were dating... hut he is the father of NY baby :(
First step is to remove him socially out of your life. If he is the father of your baby, let him just be that. It sounds hard at first but if you just don't try to contact him (if it isn't about your baby) or don't try to snoop on him thru social outlets you'll do so much better.. And soon you'll realize you don't even need him. Just refocus all your love on your baby.