I just have zero patience I've tried and worked on it soooo many times and nothing helps yeah I smoked marijuana before I was pregnant as well like everyday and it helps me it just makes me super tired this is day two taking that Med so far so good but I can feel myself getting slightly agitated with things @mariahje

yeah I understand you. I've had my times like that too. I actually went to a treatment center when I was 14 and it changed my life. and my grandma is bipolar as well. so they thought I was too. but I started meditating and practicing mindfulness and it has helped with my anxiety more than any pill. before I got pregnant I used to smoke marijuana too and that helped a ton. everyone is very different so what works for me might not work for you and vice versa but I would personally recommend trying other things to help with your anxiety besides celexa.

probably anxiety that's what the nurse said yesterday I do cry a lot but Im more angry and worried then anything before they put me on it and she asked if mental illness runs in the family I said yeah my moms manic depressive bipolar 3 she said genetically that can be passed down to so she said we will put you on celexa and see what happens I was having really bad thoughts and did some things I'm not proud of while I was freaking out not towards my son though I don't care how mad I am I'm NEVER EVER gonna hurt that baby it was more of like suicidal thoughts @mariahje

do you think its depression or more of anxiety?

well Im suppose to go back in a month she wants to see if it works cause she said it takes about two weeks to start kicking in hopefully it does cause I've been going through it dude @mariahje

yes I did. I've been off anti depressants for years. I don't take anything anymore.

did you quit taking it? @mariahje

yes I took it for a long time. in my opinion anti depressants are just placebos and take away your feeling rather than make you feel good. BUT everyone is different. I didn't like it after a while.