the closer i get to the end of my maternity leave the more sad i get. i really don't want to go back…

the closer i get to the end of my maternity leave the more sad i get. i really don't want to go back to work because being away from my son is definitely going to be the hardest thing for me to do now. i don't want to miss anything and i feel that i will. or because i will not be around as much he's going to favor someone else other than me. 💔