You want to know whats hard for me right now? Swimsuit season. I swear I cry every year. But this…

You want to know whats hard for me right now? Swimsuit season. I swear I cry every year. But this year was worse. I am not where I want to be after having Trinity. I know it has only been 4 months but I feel my body is not acceptable at this moment... so when I asked my husband to get a swimsuit for me I was scared. Bikinis scare me and so does a one piece because it is so tight against the stomach you can see everything. So he brings home this ,a happy medium. Still a two piece but covers everything. Even though he did not understand and thought I was crazy for worrying about wearing a bikini he still went out of his way to make me feel comfortable and for that I am grateful. I still have alot to say about my body in this swimsuit. I think I always will but it looks alot better than I thought it was going to.