so nervous about delivery, and getting my cervix checked.. and supposedly them sticking hands inside…
so nervous about delivery, and getting my cervix checked.. and supposedly them sticking hands inside of me while I push, I know most people might now understand it, but its traumatic for me with anything that has to deal with things being in or around my vagina. yeah yeah I know I'm pregnant but with the things I've been through it's hard to not be fearful
tai💙·
I did too. my midwife has yet to check my cervix because I'm too scared. I'm even too scared to try myself so I know what to expect. never had a papsmear besides one at a day one clinic after being raped. I was 13. I'm just so scared :/ @mommytobe0703
marwa·
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i never had a pap smear or a vaginal ultrasound. im sorry to hear about what youve been through at such a young age. thats horrible. but youre definitely not alone. though i havent been through anything like that, im so terrified of anything being around or inside my vagina. except for my husband of course lol. when i first told me dr he went how are you even pregnant! but now he completely understands. talk to your dr im sure youll figure something out. good luck!