Of course I want my baby to stay inside until full term, but no one understand that I seriously cant…

Of course I want my baby to stay inside until full term, but no one understand that I seriously cant take it anymore! I'm in pain constantly all day! I have Braxton hicks all day! I can't bend down or do anything because I get pain. Now I know I'm going to get comments and say it's normal and whatnot but it didn't happen in my first pregnancy I know what's normal and what's not. What didn't happen in my first was getting tested for fetal fibronectin because of early Braxton hicks and lower back pain and coming back positive getting checked out weekly and telling me my cervix is still long !! Seriously I feel like I'm 38-39 weeks ready to pop! I can't even with my own soul! I feel so bad I need a lot of support! I know I don't want to go into preterm labor no matter how bad I'm feeling... I'm sad angry and all over the place 😡😞😭😭