Ever since I had Tinley she has slept with me even while in the hospital she slept in my bed. I've…

Ever since I had Tinley she has slept with me even while in the hospital she slept in my bed. I've tried to let her sleep in her own bed, but I'm afraid she'll stop breathing or something and I won't know it. Well tonight is my first night without her sleeping in bed with me. I was helping my mom color her hair earlier and while I was doing that my dad was watching Tinley. Well when he went to bed he took her with him. She's sleeping so peacefully so I wasn't about to move her to my bed and her wake up, but man do I miss her being in here with me! Makes me want to cry. 😢😔😩