Cohen Bryce (my oldest baby boy) Jayce Blaire ( my only princess) Matthew Kyle ( my baby boy on the…

Cohen Bryce (my oldest baby boy) Jayce Blaire ( my only princess) Matthew Kyle ( my baby boy on the way) these kids changed me for the better they gave me reason to go beyond myself. Cohen maybe in heaven but he always guides mommy every single day he's our own little personal angel. I remember when I went take my state nursing exam 2 years ago and I was so scared and worried that night he came in a dream and said hi mommy you are beautiful and I love you and that morning of my test I was driving and crying and again my baby spoke to my heart and my soul words of a wise man my angel said the tears you cry mommy is to water your flowers the fear you have mommy is only cause you will ace it and I made a 97 and the drive you put forward will never go unnoticed I'm with you and I love you my daddy and my sister. And the day I went to have my hysterectomy and found out I was pregnant and couldn't do it and its a boy that will be born a week r 2 before his big brothers birthday I was laughing so much cause all I could see is Cohen seating on Gods lap saying can you please give my parents a baby right now with this big smile on his face. Good morning ladies be blessed be strong and believe!!!!!