every time I try to close my eyes and fall asleep baby's face and something be says or does pops…

every time I try to close my eyes and fall asleep baby's face and something be says or does pops into my head and it breaks my heart. He is so strong for being so little. I wish I could keep him safe from the pains and disappoints of life forever. i miss you puppy... only 4 more days until we bring you back home.