Now I'm raising two children on my own it's hard I wish I could just cut off every tie with him but what would be the use he would always find me...

You would think I would have learned my lesson after my daughter was born but nope this man has had me under his thumb for so long all the mental and emotional abuse for years.. Like I'm an idiot for letting him back in

I sure does hunny... 😢😢 I know the feeling even tho I'm married but my husband is deployed

yes it does. but I promise you when you hold that baby in your arms, all of these sleepless nights will have been worth it. I have been there...