so i was thinking how all my friends are giving birth and already starting mother hood and im just behind with mine as mine is due next year but one thing always sticks in my mind and thats how when i said to my friend congratulations and at the time i wasn't pregnant and i said to her id love to be mum and things and she said to me i wouldn't be able to do it because i like drinking and going out to much like what person says that so then i liked having fun and me and my partner were still new but now im pregnant and ive never been happier with someone and with how this little one will change my life and i cant wait for that but ever since that ive always worried and i keep thinking im going to be bad at everything 😔 thanks just needed a rant really