I keep going from being beyond exhausted from not sleeping for more than an hour or so at a time, to so anxious I'm fighting off panic attacks. Plus I'm hurting a ton. And somehow still ended up watching my step daughter alone all day. .I'm lucky she's self sufficient for the most part at almost 4, but it's hard when I can barely move and take care of me... especially when I know for a fact that her mother or father could be helping watch her and chose not to
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I don't smoke weed. So I guess I will never understand. But I'm not sure why people smoke weed when they're pregnant!
So I really dislike my mil so much that when I go into labor I'm gonna hide hubbys phone so he can't call her lol idc I'm petty !

The best thing about having a Daughter is that I get to play with her hair when I'm bored lol 😍🙈☺️👯💅🏻💄 #my5yearold #Malaniairie

My mum is a survivor Or so I have heard it said. But I can hear her crying When all others are in bed. I watch her lay awake at night And go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her To help her understand But like the sands upon the beach That never wash away. I watch over my surviving mum Who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others. A smile of disguise. But through heaven's open door. I see tears flowing from her eyes. My mum tries to cope with my death To keep my memory aliv...