I keep going from being beyond exhausted from not sleeping for more than an hour or so at a time, to so anxious I'm fighting off panic attacks. Plus I'm hurting a ton. And somehow still ended up watching my step daughter alone all day. .I'm lucky she's self sufficient for the most part at almost 4, but it's hard when I can barely move and take care of me... especially when I know for a fact that her mother or father could be helping watch her and chose not to