ugh.. I hate being questioned about shit I'm doing. like why do you have that heat so high? uhh...cause I'm fucking frying potatoes! why don't you put the rest of the Sausage in the pan? Because I am the one cooking breakfast. I'm grown I can cook however I want in how many batches I want. shit annoys the shit outta me. shut up and be glad I'm cooking breakfast. let me cook in peace and enjoy my coffee. i just don't get it.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Who agrees ?
Are you sure this is my child and do you love me = I don't trust you I don't want this child and you don't love me
So I'm having some late pregnancy worries... What if cant comfort her? What if I don't know why shes crying? Like say we're out and shes screaming and I just don't know what she wants!! That thought scares the shit out of me!
I told my husband that I'm 5 days late and he said why do you want to be pregnant 😩😩.
I don't want to be pregnant Actually😒