So today's our baby shower and of course my MOM could never just let ONE DAY be about someone else!!! Party starts in 4 hours and she texts me talking shit saying my brother isn't going to go cause one of his EX girlfriends (whom he still talks to) will be going. So I'm just like ok but first of all I WOULDN'T invite her. I know better, I'd rather have my brother there then someone I really didn't like just to get a gift! So I get blamed, get stressed out. I'm already a little sad cause my Dad isn't going to be there (he passed in August) I'm already emotional. I just wanted things to go smoothly, like can I just enjoy life and be the star of attention for once!!!! Am I really wrong for feeling this way?? To top it all off my back hurts, I caught my BD cold so I can't hear, I'm congested, can't breath and coughing! I'm just looking to make some good out of the bad. Ugh ok RANT OVER LOL