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Everything in my life is planned, organized or in some form of a checklist! It's great sometimes & other times it can be…

Everything in my life is planned, organized or in some form of a checklist! It's great sometimes & other times it can be a major burden! It stops me from being spontaneous! It stops me from living in the moment! It causes extreme anxiety when I don't know dates, times or details!! It can really weigh me down at times!

So let me just tell you, this week has been very hard for me! Waiting on a baby to come when she's ready is all about living in the moment and my guess is that it's going to be very spontaneous! This wasn't in my plans! In fact in my head for months I was so certain that she would be born early! I have it in my calendar that our family (the 3 of us) is supposed to attend a wedding together Saturday. I've had the dress picked out that she's supposed to wear for months! I had plans of taking her to a shower next week and to be able to take her to church for Father's Day. But here we are still waiting...

And in the waiting God has and is continuing to teach me so much! He's reminded me that he is in control and as much as I want to be the one with my hands on the steering wheel, I need to let go completely and trust Him to drive the car! Sometimes when you are a planner, it's easy to forgot that ultimately God makes all the plans, and his plans are not always going to be told to you 3 months in advance. You may not get all the details & they may be spontaneous! But his plans trump all of mine! He's taught me that instead of sitting around wishing Paisley was here to take these moments to get on my knees and pray...pray for her health, her life, her future!

So today as hard as it is for me, I am going to live in the moments. I am going to get down on my knees and pray. I am going to let Jesus take the wheel and be in charge of all the plans of my life! And I am going to remind myself that there is a perfect birthday already picked out for my baby girl and she will come in God's perfect timing!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older…

I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!

I am Pregnant 🤰🤗🙌🙌🙌🙌 again we get our Rainbow 🌈 miracle 💕. !!!Not exactly sure how far along I am 🤔. But calling my high…

I am Pregnant 🤰🤗🙌🙌🙌🙌 again we get our Rainbow 🌈 miracle 💕. !!!Not exactly sure how far along I am 🤔. But calling my high risk OBGYN today to schedule blood work 💉 and confirm my NEWEST Blessing 🤗😍😍😍😍. I am sooo Excited 🤗🙌🙌🙌 God 🙏 is Simply Amazing 🤗😍😍😍😍!! All Smiles for this miracle 💕 Praying 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 this miracle 💕 sticks🤞!!! Thank you to @heera for telling me to TEST today and then again in a week I wasn't going to Test until the 14th I absolutely love you 😘 momma @heera

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have…

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?