The fact that my parents, brother, sister, in laws, and myself are pretty much the only ones to see my newborn breaks my heart. So many family members have said hey I'll stop in and see lil man today excites me because with a tear as bad as I have and the stitches I am not allowed to drive or travel far because of the potential to rip stitches out. 6 weeks here in my house is goin to drive me insane. I love my son to death and I'm glad he is here but I'd like some company.