I had both of my girls at 37 weeks with my first my water broke and with my second it was a…

I had both of my girls at 37 weeks with my first my water broke and with my second it was a scheduled c section.....but with my boys my last two pregencies I had them at 39 weeks and 38 weeks both of my girls were healthy got to come home right away but my boys both had bowel movements in the womb and had to be delivered by emergency before there scheduled c section date they both had stays in the nicu the oldest boy about a month .....my youngest son about 4 months i dont know if it that babys dont do good inside of me after a certian period of time but im at the point im parinoid and starting to have anxiety i dont want another nicu baby i just want him to be healthy im 37 weeks today and my doctor scheduled a c section for 39 weeks im so scared i cant sleep im counting kicks and i find myself crying more this is def my last pregnancy im about to go crazy......