im so scared.. i feel like after my daughter arrives my Anxiety & depression is gonna get worse. 😟…

im so scared.. i feel like after my daughter arrives my Anxiety & depression is gonna get worse. 😟 just the feeling of me letting someone else taking care of her i just can't do.. when i was little, (i was 8 years old at the time) my biological father sexually abused me mentally and physically and he went to prison. he was released a year ago but its like since im having a girl i have a fear of not letting anyone near her.. i dont want her to have the same experience that i had to go through for 13 years 😭😭😭