My son has sensory processing disorder.. I have PPD.. I had it after I had him.. Now I have it…

My son has sensory processing disorder.. I have PPD.. I had it after I had him.. Now I have it again.. I climbed into bed when my boyfriend got home for just a nap and break.. As I'm drifting off I feel the bed sink just a tiny bit.. I roll over (while still under the blanket) made eye contact with my son.. He didn't ask how I was or what was wrong. I wasn't even crying just enjoying the quiet and trying to sneak in a nap.. Then the most shocking thing came out of his mouth... He put his arm around me like I do with him to comfort him during an episode and just said "being under the blankets helps me too when it's too much" he has no idea my situation.. I force a smile for him.. I choke back tears and kiss my baby girl while she eats.. I just don't want them to see me like this.. But here my son who has a disorder he's struggling with to understand himself and recognize his own feelings is picking up on mine.. I just grabbed him and we laid under the blankets together for I don't even know how long and just cuddled.. I eventually fell asleep and he slipped out to watch tv.. I have the best kids in the world!! I'm also getting help for my PPD and I'm not ashamed of it.. If you have any kind of depression do NOT hesitate o get help!! My son taught me today You're never alone either.. Sometimes the it's the one you least expect that you can relate with!!!