I can't stop crying. So here is why... my mother had 6 kids, we all have different dad but we are…
I can't stop crying. So here is why... my mother had 6 kids, we all have different dad but we are all super close. we all split up when our mom passed away 6 years ago. One of my sisters (my favorite sis) is graduating high school but she lives in North Carolina with my oldest sister (27yrs) and my youngest brother (11). well like I said my 18 year old sister is having a graduation party and I can not go because MY DAD wants me to take care of his business when he goes on vacation. what if I don't want to continue with the family business ? what if I want to do something else with my life ?? I'm such a daddies girl and when he tells me no I cry. I do everything he says and its not fair. My sister (the high school graduate) will be devistated when she finds out I will not be there for her graduation. Her dad doesn't care for her , our mom is deceased , and no other members of our family will be attending . she looks up to me and loves me more then anyone in this world and I won't be there because of MY DAD. I'm so sad . she's gonna be so sad when I'm not there watching her across the stage. what am I suppose to do? I really need to stand up to my dad but I never know how to. Ill be 23 years old an I'm still a "baby" cause of how I am with my dad. my sister got on a 15 hour train to surprise Me for my graduation but I can't do the same for her. I can not stop crying . IMA have a heart attack going crazy like this one day.
Em💋·
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@dcsmommy257, then again he's going on vacation for a month and he rented me his house this is where me my daughter and her father live
if I go I won't have a house to come back to because I didn't follow his orders
Em💋·
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he is staying . but my dad still want me here. I don't know why my dad can't leave one of my sisters from his side to work for him. its funny how when I was 16 is when I started working with him . My sister is 16 and they take her to every action they go to but never takes me. I hate them. its my step moms fault. aje doesn't like me and he does everything she tells him to do @dcsmommy257
@mommychina_·
@k.haotic, bestie you are always going out of your way and thinking about others one of these days you have to do what makes you happy. because 9 times out of 10 your dad would be where he wanted to be.
Em💋·
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@mommychina_, I know bestie but then again its Hubby's first father's day I can't leave with his daughter like that either. but I really wanna be there for her!! I wrote her and she didn't respond so she wrote on snapchar that she wishes mommy was here and I started crying even more !! she's so sad !
@mommychina_·
@k.haotic, well yeah you have to do right by your family even though she is family..they are immediate . yeah I know it hurts cause you wish the same about your mom and cant be there for her.
Em💋·
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I feel like shit. I can't stop thinking. my head is going to explode ams y eyes are so puffy @mommychina_
@mommychina_·
bestie at least you WANT to be there and if you could you would..but you can't and its simply not your fault you can't run your self raggedy .
Em💋·
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that's not enough bestie !!! 😢😢😢 I need to be in north Carolina @mommychina_
@mommychina_·
😩😩 I know how it feels @k.haotic