I'm really missing him today... Idk why. We're not in a relationship with each other. We get along good, we've acted…

I'm really missing him today... Idk why. We're not in a relationship with each other. We get along good, we've acted like we're dating. We check on each when we're away. Idk what we are. I guess we're just rolling with things since I've been pregnant with her. I'm always there for him when I needed him the most. I just hope when he comes home we'll figure things out. I know he hates that he wasn't able to be there for her birth. I wish he was there. I hope he bonds well with her. I know he cares for her. Maybe it's hormones, maybe it's just me being lonely but I want to cry. I feel silly wanting to tell him that I miss him bc idk how he feels...