A month away from the anniversary of the death of my son Nathaniel and fb has that on this day stuff…
A month away from the anniversary of the death of my son Nathaniel and fb has that on this day stuff and it sucks because it's about to make me relive the worst part of my life ever last year was the worst time of my life the summer sucked so bad and it only got worst when I went to that last dr appointment and was told my son was no longer alive 😢
celimar·
В ожидании первенца
if you dont mind me asking what happend?
Kimberly ·
I'm sorry for your loss momma. It takes time to grieve though. Take your time. I hope things get easier on you. *hugs
leslee·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@celia1227 we don't know I was 5 months pregnant went to the dr was told that he had passed I had him the next day like a normal birth and I wanted to get an autopsy done but was told it would cost to much money so I didn't get one he was healthy he didn't look like anything was wrong and his test came back good before that day so idk they claim his umbilical cord is what caused him to pass it was wrapped around his neck 3 times of course I don't know If i will ever accept that as the reason mainly because a lot of Babies are born with umbilical cords wrapped around their necks so I am still at a loss and really don't know and will never know what happened
Chelsea·
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I'm so sorry for your loss :( I can't say I know how you feel but I can relate to unexpectedly losing someone you love. We lost my nephew last September and I hate the "on this day" memory part of Facebook. It's always bringing up pictures of him.
ezaja·
Мама двоих (младенец)
sorry for your loss. i had lost my bby girl @22 wks in... so i can relate... i made a new fb so i will no longer see everything....
celimar·
В ожидании первенца
@lae1988, im so sorry for your loss i get scared with my son like that
leslee·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
Yea I should have known something was wrong though because two weeks before my appointment I noticed I had more energy and i wasn't hungry no more didn't have any nausea and it just didn't seem right I never even felt him move I think I may have felt one flutter but that's it and then I went to. A friends house to use her Doppler and she couldn't find the heart beat but we just assumed everything was fine I really should have went to the l&d when I had all these things happening but I guess I just thought maybe it was normal idk for sure if your gut is telling you something is wrong go see a dr because it could be something wrong I didn't think like that and that happened @celia1227 @ezaja I don't want to create a new one I have had the one I have since fb was started lol
ezaja·
Мама двоих (младенец)
lol yea...i understand.... well i deleted the one i had created about a month ago... so i dont worry anymore.. lol but yea. just dont see the on this day memory