Being very emotional today since my mom called me and told me she wasn't going to be able to make me…

Being very emotional today since my mom called me and told me she wasn't going to be able to make me a baby shower like she said she was since she doesn't have a job right now I was understanding about her not having a job but I was really looking forward to it because I really don't have anything I need for my son, I just pray to God something comes up if not Idk what I'm going to do.