Literally had a break down this morning. My husband took off work and told me to go do something and now I'm literally just sitting in the car bc I dont know what to do. I was gonna go get a massage but the place is booked til 8.

Im literally in tears because of these idk what to do at this point suggestion I just started timing them.well trying but they been going about a hour already
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Do you see something ?? Or am I going crazy ??
I'm literally crying of the horrible symptoms. Ladies I feel like I can't do it anymore. 😢😢😢😢 it feels so horrible.
just feel super depressed. literally in tears right now. nothing I do or say seems to be going right. sometimes I wished I would've killed myself years ago when I had the chance. I'm sorry if this depresses you :(